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Betrayal of Trust
Monday, May 7, 2012 @ 11:40 AM
At this very moment, my feeling is rather harsh on someone which has always been an obstacle in my life. When you gave out 100 percent of trust and love to someone, somehow in my perspective we should at least be appreciated no matter good or bad the intention is.
There is nothing that can be hidden forever. Sometimes we got to learn to let certain part of your past go. While holding grudge just doesn't seem to me to be something so wise to do.
Especially when the person meant an important in your heart. I just hope one day, the someone will finally realize and let the past be bygone.
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Epic Fail
Thursday, December 1, 2011 @ 2:18 AM
I have here to keep this little space alive. To have realized how much time I have wasted doing nothing and not blogging to keep up with my writing skills. Of course, I am not saying I am not typical blogger with bombastic English but as a future accountant I am sure some good English writing skills are essential.
For this very moment that I am writing, I feel like a freaking loser... Yes you hear me right.
Loser >>> Me!
Not trying to be an 'Emo' here, am not in my PMS mood as well. Just a little too depressing with my seminar works. I am having a hard time coping with my Year 2 subjects. How do you feel each time you open your exam paper skimming through the questions, thinking what the heck is this? But eventually you will have to write something on your paper to make yourself less stupid. Yes this is how I encountered with my works every time.
More pathetic, you have to sit with someone whom you know they are definitely smarter than you. Too stressful, sighs. Then, when it comes to the 'teacher's favorite' Q&A sessions in class, hearing lots of !@#$%^%$#@ answering, debating the answers. The awkward silence atmosphere surrounded only to yourself. *Crick crick....* and your face went "O.O" yea... that's the face when I feel utterly stupid.
I am too in my 'kiasu' mood. I know raging will not help me achieving shits at this moment. Reality is cruel. Gonna go back and face that shit. What a life to have being a student. At least, I feel better after writing... I need my motivation, where are you?
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Hardest Goodbye
Friday, September 9, 2011 @ 12:57 AM
Counting to the days that I am leaving my family, friends, and everything behind in Malaysia. I can only conclude myself with I don't think I am able to handle it. I think I will be getting homesick in no time. It is depressing enough to just leave although is a brand new world to explore in upcoming days.
No family there for me especially my aunt who has always be there for me and get everything organize nicely for me. My grandmother whom I always disturb. Siblings who I always play a fool with. Home cook food? My dogsss.... How do I live without them?
I can no longer call up friends who are always there for me and out I go with them. Also, no car to drive around and go everywhere I wanted to. There's so many to do before I can cope myself well there. What if I don't meet friendly people there? *Doubting they are unfriendly since they have helped me a lot online.* Oh well I am just saying.
Not to forget my dearest who has came into my life always there for me when I needed someone. Giving me support, love and care when I need them most.
Gosh! I need to handle my 'water pipe' well enough on that day. I don't want to be the drama queen at the airport. Just hope I can control it well.
Noooo................................why must it be so soon. Sighs
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